This is a one-hellauva cliche and strangely not-too cliched (ah...who am I fooling?) story.

Usually, I'm put off by BL novels (because I'm not too big on mangasxnovel=text reading and I'm lazy, so reading so much text is really an option I don't like too much) , but the summary for this one just caught my attention.

Why?

Because I've never read something that involves train groping and eventually sex which transforms the poor uke (Tomoya) into some...yeah, read it and you'll be really shocked. Or not so much...

So why a 10 for this suppose-to-be piece of crap? I don't quite know. This is a strange paradox.

I like the ukes to be introverted, shy, and naive because it makes things much more interesting. For this, sure it certainly does. I cringe at the sex scenes and at the same time I'm hoping that the uke would return to his innocent self and stop craving for his teacher who is a complete pervert.

Impossible as far as I know in yaoi world where everything is glorified.

There are some 'Aw...' moments, but the eventual sandwich won't be so 'Aw...' anymore...

Anyways, this novel is not a fluff journey to true love and flowerland. It's a story about a manipulative teacher, taking advantage of his virgin (taken in the first sex scene) student with low self-esteem (bullied) and making him into a sex (slave). The uke is pitiable and this 'love' journey can't be anymore unpredictable than that! I do wonder what will happen and for now anything can happen really.

On a plus side, he does kind of grows a spine? But still he bends at his teacher's commands. It's ludicrous.

I don't know if there is a 'love' (lust) triangle for this at all, but assuming from the synopsis, there can be one...but judging from Tomoya's emotions, he'll probably end up with...crazy, perverted, shameless, wanton, salacious Kuroki. I might as well call him a bastard? Some corruption he got through Tomoya.

Quite tragic

Now, the art is decent enough, considered contemporaneous for me.

... Last updated on August 3rd, 2012, 6:49pm

Actually, I liked it.And first I have to say I thought cocobees did quite a good job for a fan-translated novel.

I like it for the same reasons MangomyTango did, and it does have a few 'aw' moments. But I read this more as a guilty pleasure than anything else. Put it this way - It's like shoujo/smut readers only reading the shoujo for the smut - if that even makes sense.

Downside? Well, there are a few. Not much of plot, manipulative seme, student X teacher relationship, uke falls in love with rapist, and the eventual forshadowing of a threesome etc etc. All of this may be good or bad depending on your kinks.

So, yeah, if you want to read this as a guilty pleasure I'd say go for it. On the other hand, if your looking for a novel with substance and plot, it might be better to look elsewhere.

... Last updated on August 15th, 2012, 10:44pm

I'd have to say I did thoroughly enjoy this story as it kept me reading till the end quickly. The descriptive sex scenes were done very well with Tomoyas honest naivety and Kuroki's reactions .
Kuroki's personal accounts of their first encounter show us a bit of his honest feelings about the boy, but not enough to know much about him and if he cares enough to keep him for himself. He fails to make Tomoya feel they are exclusively together.
To me the ending seems terribly unresolved and frustrating, even if this is such a simple plot, if it can even be called one with it being labeled complete with issues that seem to rise and are left at a standstill at the end..I was actually shocked that this book ended where it did 'coz it seems like it should go on to a page of a new chapter!! It would be nice to know if Tomoya ended up choosing Kuroki over the other after finding out he us actually jealous...
But I guess that is the end!?

... Last updated on July 19th, 2013, 3:30pm

I agree with all of the previous comments. This is a pretty simple story. A loser gets molested by a teacher in his school, falls in love with this teacher, gets molested by another teacher at his school, and falls in love with him as well. There's not much plot or character development.

But I end up loving this story. Firstly, because sometimes I really just want to read a straightforward smut story (why bother with all the details of storytelling when I'd rather just have the descriptions of the sex scenes). Secondly, the uke is actually into the sex. I always get annoyed at ukes who never show their interest in sex, because it makes me wonder if they're just being taken advantage of. although this uke occasionally denies being a sex addict out loud, inside he knows and lets us know that he really is. Lastly, I like anything that shows threesomes in a positive light. why do we feel that a person can only have one lover?

Yep! But has it ended already? It seemed pretty open-ended though.

The plot is good - a total break from the usual lovey-dovey stories; kinda scary too but still good story all in all.

... Last updated on June 12th, 2014, 5:59pm

So what's this story about? It's about this guy who looks average but looks down on himself and all the other people take it that way too. They all bully him and stuff, so in simple words he's a loser. Then there's this teacher taking interest in him and "changing his whole life". Simple enough eh? Till then it was all good until a third person comes in and you'll be like ok? So what the hell is going on now?!
That's the basic summary. There's not much character development going on. You won't know anything behind each character's past and all. Not Not much romance? I don't really know. The main character just loves them all lol.
But that's not all. Even though not that much of a plot is going on but it's pretty enjoyable. Like the last person said it's guilty pleasure.
So yeah, if you want something fun go for it, if you want something for a plot, continue looking for one