I am an extremely, and continuously, sadistic person. When I talk about the pain of others I laugh so hard I start to cry. I enjoy watching people in pain, especially when I cause it, I love breaking down people's mental state and making them suffer, exploiting their insecurities and such. I love the following tools and techniques, whips, ball-gags, ropes, chains, blindfolds, spanking, hot candle wax, normal candles, nipple clamps, laundry pins, toys, leather, leashes, collars, saddles, triangle horses, bridles, hot water, books, joysticks, I can think of a sadistic use for almost anything. I see petsmart as an S&M store, due to their large selection of collars, leashes, little rubber balls, customizable collar tags, etc. I would love to step on someone and walk on them or use them as furniture, a nice chair and table set. The more arrogant they are the better their faces when they fall.
Death is one of my favorite things as well. I got turned on by watching Higurashi, and the beginning of Elfen Lied was a really really big turn on for me. I loved the parts where Lucy would just indiscriminately slaughter everyone around her. Whenever I see someone hurt I get turned on. When I watch movies I laugh at the deaths of any and all characters, when watching Drive I laughed so hard my sides hurt and I could not stop laughing, due to the massive amount of suffering some of the characters were put through before dying. Burning, beheading, torture, dismemberment, disembowelment, I enjoy it all quite thoroughly. When I smile people who are familiar with me back off or become very very cautious, I very rarely smile unless something triggers my sadism, and that smile is a sadistic one indeed.
Blood in one of my biggest turn-ons, just the sight of it makes my heart race and I start to twitch with excitement. Just by typing post this I have gotten turned on and I am on the verge of breaking into hysterical laughter and sadistic glee.
I wonder if I have covered everything..Oh well, if I haven't I will leave the rest up to your imagination.