Quote from kai_alexa
the thing is, since years ago, in my sexual imagination, I was always the guy doing a girl. And now that i know about yaoi, it changed a little. Now I always imagine myself the seme doing a cute guy. sounds rather illogical, no?
Either way, the reality is, I'm a girl whose attracted to cute guys.
So does that make me a het, homo or bi?
I love cute guys too as well as younger guys. In my imagination if ever i got to go out with one I think I love it when they would let me do them, sounds fun i think. So would that make me gay or is it weird to think that way? I don't know cause i haven't tried it, just my wishful thinking.
BTW, while i pretty read shoujou, shonen and josei, i also read BL mangas and i thought it's weird at times to wish that you're a guy so you can be gay for some of the hot/cute guys that you read about but after reading some of the forums talking about the same wish i am wishing, i came to the conclusion that it's just normal to think that way especially if you're well oriented with BL stories (with hot seme and gorgeous uke). With that said, i think we're just girls with normal quirks.
But i'm not too sure though and others might have different opinion on what i'm ranting about
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If I were the rain.....
Could I ever merge with somebody's heart,
Like the way the rain merges the sky and earth,
Never meant to connect...