hello so there is this manga that is stuck in my head for a while now i read it two years ago and i wanna re-read it but i can't find it , here is the story as i remember it ,the uke goes to this art gallery to see some painting and i think he is invited to the artist house which is nearby and he rapes him then regrets it( the uke is supposed to be some old love of his ) ,,,the uke recovers in his house and recognizes him and turns out he has feelings for him too ...and in the end they made up and are together . please help i cannot read anything else as long as i m looking for this xD .