Shinai Naru Boku e Satsui o Komete

Description

Eiji the college-age virgin dreams of someday having a girlfriend...until he wakes up one day with his "girlfriend" in his bed with him! Not only that, his buddy tells him he got in a fight...and that three days have passed that Eiji doesn't remember? What dark secrets are being hidden...by Eiji himself?

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Type

Manga

Related Series

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Associated Names

Dear Myself with Murderous Intent

Morderca w mojej głowie (Polish)

My Dearest Self with Malice Aforethought

My Dearest Self, With Malice Aforethought

Shin'ai Naru Boku e Satsui o Komete

Shin'ai Naru Boku e Satsui wo Komete

Shinai Naru Boku he Satsui wo Komete

The Killer Inside

The Killer Inside (French)

The Killer Inside (German)

The Killer Inside (Italian)

प्रिय म, हत्यारा नियतले

แด่ตัวฉันอันเป็นที่รักด้วยจิตสังหาร (Thai)

为亲爱的我致上杀意

亲爱的我饱含杀意

為親愛的我致上殺意

親愛なる僕へ殺意をこめて

친애하는 나에게 살의를 담아

Groups Scanlating

Bruhfinn Fan Translations

Hyakuro Translations

Latest Release(s)

v.11 c.96 by Bruhfinn Fan Translations 3 years ago

v.11 c.95 by Bruhfinn Fan Translations 4 years ago

v.11 c.94 by Bruhfinn Fan Translations 4 years ago

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Status in Country of Origin

11 Volumes = 98 Chapters (Complete)

Completely Scanlated?

Yes

Anime Start/End Chapter

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User Rating

Average: 8 / 10.0 (161 votes)

Bayesian Average: 7.73 / 10.0

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10%

Last Updated

June 26th, 2025 3:34pm PDT - 3 weeks ago

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Genre

Adult Drama Horror Mature Mystery Psychological Seinen
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Recommendations

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Author(s)

INORYUU Hajime

Artist(s)

ITOU Shouta

Year

2018

Original Publisher

Kodansha

Serialized In (magazine)

Young Magazine (Kodansha; 2018-2019)

Comic Days (Kodansha; 2019-2020)

Licensed (in English)

Yes

English Publisher

INKR Comics

Kodansha USA (11 Volumes - Completed; Digital)

Activity Stats (vs. other series)

Weekly Pos #812

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Monthly Pos #1538

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3 Month Pos #2533

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6 Month Pos #3649

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Year Pos #4223

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On 351 wish lists

On 271 completed lists

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Plot twists

by Sniberus
10 months ago

Rating: 8.0 / 10.0

Soooo many plot twists. Got lost sometimes but I be reading to fast tbh. Interesting read.

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Very close to being a soap opera for men, but saves itself by giving the twists & turns some purpose

by flowinmyboat
2 years ago

Rating: N/A

This was well done, in my opinion, despite some of the twists and turns feeling like they were there just to be twists and turns. It does border on being just a gory psychological soap opera. There were points where I felt like skimming but overall, this this was gripping enough that I read all 96 or so chapters in one sitting. The tension is really good, as is the suspense.

However, I think the author did a bit too much near the late middle to the end. My biggest complaint was reintroducing a character we hadn't seen in a while & giving them plot critical actions. It was done purely to move the story along and the character's reasoning doesn't make sense at that point considering the circumstances. In addition, some of the events through the story also feel this way. They seemed improbable even with the premise of this story and while I think Eiji's character was good, Rei felt like a convenient plot device and a soundboard for when the author wanted to do a little exposition. Also, everything and everyone were a little too neatly connected. The way the plot resolves connects to this though.

The art is incredibly expressive and it added to the horror vibe. It was great. The story itself could have been tighter toward the end (there is one scene right at the end where I just rolled my eyes; come on... after all that, the power of love spiel just does not land the way the author might have wanted it to), but overall I really liked this and I recommend it.

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Misrepresents DID.

by catemzy
3 years ago

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I really enjoyed this manga but it grossly misrepresents DID aka multiple personality disorder. You can't just "decide" to have DID. It's a mental disorder that was used as a writing tool for the authors plot holes it seems. I'm unsure if it was just poorly translated or if it is actually the author themselves but several moments in the manga point to the latter.

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Masterpiece

by chaechaeboi
4 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

This reminds me very much of Monster. It was very suspenseful and so full of twists that I could not stop reading! I highly recommend for fans of crime mysteries and psychological thrillers.

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amazing

by jehoshua42
4 years ago

Rating: 9.0 / 10.0

no seriously. it's been quite some time i found a psychological thriller that's this good

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Brilliant

by Cyneric
5 years ago

Rating: N/A

great read, my only problem is that it is not fully translated, so i cant wait for new chapters

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Holy shit, mindblowingly good.

by Lanthimum
5 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

I seriously feel like this could be the new death note.

Blisteringly fast paced. Constantly thrilling, interesting, inventive. Incredible artist. Fantastic perspective shots all the time. Panels with no dialogue that will take your breath away.

PLEASE SCANLATE QUICKLY!!

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Got my heart crumbling in pieces

by Reicochizuru
5 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

First of all i really loved the manga and i am hoping that the manga will be going on with a proper end...manga is full twists and betrayals i was shocked when i read the raws i pity the MC how can he live with so many betrayals...hope this get updated in english version as fast as possible since updation was too slow i read some raws it had lots of unexpected turns

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One of the better mysteries

by LittleKittyGroans
5 years ago

Rating: 10.0 / 10.0

Was well done, has a lot of depth. Dark and twisted and dives deep into mental illness and the struggle of wanting to stay normal. The art is also very well done. Hoping more will come out soon.

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