This story starts out rather disturbing and dark, transitions into something that can make you really feel for the MC's, and then crushes your soul to it's very core. I can't remember a time when an ending made me so upset... There was a lot of bad things about this story but that's kind of the point. I just can't handle endings such as this...

Kitanai Kimi ga Ichiban Kawaii is, daresay, pretty dang good – and I did not think I’d ever write that.

I completely understand if you dropped it within the first ten chapters, it being an absolutely disgusting and uncomfortable read. I myself originally dropped it after chapter 1 (twice!), then chapter 6, but eventually stuck with it once chapter 10 and onwards were released. Mainly because, like a certain other character in this manga, I like watching trainwrecks as they unfold. And after chapter 10, it showed real potential and delivered.

Unfortunately, despite my eventual enjoyment of this manga, I very much hesitate to recommend it. If you can stomach its even more unfortunate beginning, you’re rewarded with a highly compelling, visually stunning psychological drama about two girls in a very toxic, very abusive and very codependent relationship. On the other hand, you have to read weird baby stuff to get to that point, and I wouldn’t wish that on even my worst enemy.

... Last updated on August 6th, 2022, 11:58pm

Hands down one of the best yuri manga I've ever read. I've gotten TIRED of all the boring fluff, everything just felt so repetitive and PREDICTABLE. so this defiantly was a breath of fresh air for me 😊. It was interesting from the get go WITH THE BSDM. it was pretty hot ngl.

Anyways, everything was going great until the side character got introduced 😒.
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Things ended a bit iffy, but not an ending I would change really. It was a fitting end for a manga like this. Maybe it's depressing but at least it's not boring 😎


Will remember this manga 'till the day I die.

... Last updated on June 26th, 2022, 11:26am

Be forewarned this is not your typical happy ending manga, not even happy any time manga. There is no redemption, no life lesson, no feel good moment. It tries to pull on your heart strings but falls short as it goes deeper and deeper into a depressing picturization of the two main girl's relationship and their twisted co-dependence. I would not call this love but more a distorted self-destructive need of the other person.

This is sickening.

I was honestly quite surprised how good this was, and I didn't even really hate when they introduced the side character involvement/stories, because it was done pretty ok and integrated with the story really well afterwards.

If you into psychology romance that isn't short (& it even doesn't shy away from realistical nudity) you will like this.