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Boku no Kawaii Hito dakara  
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Yuuri, Elaine, and Roy have been taken by their old classmate Hugo. With revenge in his heart against those three he has decided to make Roy watch as either his lover or friend tortured in front of him. In order to spare Roy, Yuuri offered himself to be humiliated in front of Roy. How long will he be able to last before he's broken and Hugo moves onto Elaine?

Note: Yuuri (ユーリ) is a nickname for Julius (ユリウス), which is written as Yuriusu in Japanese.


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Because He is My Dear Sweetheart

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v.1 c.2-4(end) by Obsession over 15 years ago
v.1 c.1 by Obsession over 15 years ago
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Average: 4.9 / 10.0 (139 votes)
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by F0rcefi3ld
May 1st, 2016, 4:15pm
Rating: 4.0 / 10.0
Before I started on this, I read a comment that said when the only likeable character in a yaoi is the female character (in fact the only female character in here) you know something is wrong with the story. Well upon finishing I had to agree. The uke gets raped often by people who are just in love or obsessed with him in some way, and tbh despite the seme and other guys praising the uke back and forth I couldn't understand how he held a candle to the female friend.

... Last updated on May 1st, 2016, 4:21pm
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by Airendy
August 14th, 2014, 6:25am
Rating: 3.0 / 10.0
I did not like the story was very confusing and moreover the Julius / Yuuri was raped every hour. Not recommend this manga ... The timeline of the story has nothing to do and then gets up thinking: when it happened.
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I must be a superhuman...  
by Sami_chan
November 12th, 2013, 9:54pm
Rating: N/A
cause I don't find the story confusing at all...

Because I don't like the art, and I can't consider the "hot" scenes "hot" either, all I've concentrated on was the plot. Rather than confusing, it's kind of shallow and lame, to the point that I find it's funny to read. It's also better that we don't take the characters seriously, they were there just for the sake of all the rated stuffs, they hardly acted normally.

Conclusion: It's not worth reading. But I doubt this review will have any real effect... cause I just read all the previous reviews and still decided to read this out of curiousity XD
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by -Pumpkin-
September 15th, 2013, 3:29pm
Rating: N/A
It's not worth reading. The story makes no sense at all, you understand nothing. Pretty lame. If I force myself, i'll give it a 2 cause the drawings are not bad, yet it was so lame it'd deserve a 1. That's it.
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What was even going on?  
by supmaguire
November 12th, 2012, 9:15pm
Rating: 3.0 / 10.0
This was a strangely confusing manga. It's like the mangaka thought, "Trajectory? What plot trajectory?" BECAUSE THERE WAS NONE. I only knew that the scanners hadn't bolloxed it up and put 4 separate mangas together because there were 3 characters who appeared in all 4 chapters. For the rest of the characters who kept popping up, what were they even doing there? WHERE DID THEY COME FROM? The mangaka barely, if ever, explains.
Don't read this manga, it's just a hot mess. It's like reading an essay written at 3 AM by a college student: jumbled and makes no sense.
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Well. That was lame.  
by Pebble_
October 9th, 2012, 3:32am
Rating: N/A
As said below by several reviewers, the plot is bad, it's basically a guy that gets raped by everyone else, the sex scenes are bad too. And it's tiring to try and get what the story is about, and what the motivations of the characters are supposed to be.
Boring and annoying.
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Confusing plot thus boring...  
by Namiya
July 8th, 2012, 1:21pm
Rating: N/A
While it's certainly worth reading for fans of the mangaka, for me the plot was too confusing and full of talk. The smut is typical, lots of toys, play, a real anus focus, rape, ect.
Because of the plot I never really cared for any of the characters and the translation was probably weak as well (but I don't know whether some of the mistakes were intended by the mangaka or came out of the translation).
The fact alone that the character is sometimes called Julius and then Yuuri without a reason is kind of annoying. He is a pure victim, always getting into rape situations.
The chapters seem very disconnected and I really had no idea if what is going on happened before or after the first chapter where they were all captured by Hugo.
Spoiler (mouse over to view)
Then Yuuri and Roy kind of became a couple after Yuuri's brother randomly raped him, but then in the 3rd chapter, Yuuri goes and has sex freely with a disabled kid completely ignoring Roy.
Ug it's quite messed up, people don't seem to give a damn about who they're having sex with and rape is instantly forgiven.
Marion: I will win Yuuri fair and square! He will choose me over you! (and I'm saying this while you're still havin' sex with him!)
Roy: I accept your challenge!
Marion: Cool! Oh would you mind to let me see Yuuri's butt clearly while you do him?
Roy: ... Sure!

You can feel the love.

The only real reason I see for reading this is either the kind of smut or the gorgeous art because
the boys are real eyecandy.
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Hmm :/  
by doki-doki-kimochi
December 21st, 2011, 11:53pm
Rating: N/A
Would've been decent if Yuuri (Julius?) didn't keep being the "poor victim" and if the timeline actually made sense...and as mentioned, some confusion could be cleared what the heck with Kurt and Hugo.
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Not much story  
by Sasageru
May 22nd, 2011, 9:08am
Rating: N/A
I remember reading this some time ago and although i remember it, it didn't leave a lasting impression. In fact to start with i was thoroughly confused. I thought that the chapter had been uploaded out of place in fact, but i kept reading as the other websites i tried started from the same point, and later came to realise thats just how the story is. The progression is out of sequence, it just doesen't flow well. You jump right into the middle of the plot. If this was done well with some flash backs to show how it led to this point it might've been better, but all explanations are left until following chapters. It was an ok story but the flow and characters didn't really do it for me.
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by lovelylynx
April 3rd, 2011, 1:52am
Rating: 1.0 / 10.0
So at first it was confusing. It just jumped right into the story with little info on why. It explains why but not in much detail. It's rather dramatic too. The boy Yuuri (who I think also is called by another name) get's raped way too often. Not to mention his lover seems to be all okay with it and gets over it and it's not mentioned again. Every chapter is pretty independent from another, no real connection. But they are all still confusing. I finished it only because I like to finish what I start, thank goodness it was only four chapters. Art work is still nice though.

... Last updated on August 21st, 2011, 3:46pm
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