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Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no You de   
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Description
As children, twins Umi and Sora became acquainted with a four-year old Beniko. Years later, Umi has moved away, and Sora confesses to Beniko that he'll propose to her when she turns 18. But when Sora dies in a traffic accident, why does Umi appear before Beniko looking and acting just like Sora?

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Manga

Related Series
Aishite Kudasai, Sensei (Alternate Story)

Associated Names
Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no Youde
Our Love is as Painful as Reaching Death
Zerrissene Seelen (German)
حُبنا مؤلم كبلوغ الموت
僕らの恋は死にいたる病のようで
我们的爱如绝症一般
無可救藥的愛情

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Latest Release(s)
v.3 c.Part 4 (end) by Antisense Scanslations over 8 years ago
v.3 c.Part 3 by Antisense Scanslations over 8 years ago
v.3 c.Part 2 by Antisense Scanslations over 8 years ago
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in Country of Origin
3 Volumes (Complete)

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Yes

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Average: 6.7 / 10.0 (220 votes)
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Year
2010

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Serialized In (magazine)
Cheese! (Shogakukan)

Licensed (in English)
No

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Eeeh..  
by Liinah
June 5th, 2013, 2:11pm
Rating: N/A
I don't consider this to be sick like some, but I do understand it's probably due its genre. People come across shoujos always expecting happy-ish stories. Still, this doesn't make the manga any better. It has a different aspect, but it's not enough. Beniko is just plain boring. She's weak and can only hold onto her memories and try to understand Umi's hate towards her when she could just ignore it so she wouldn't "suffer" by remembering her loved one, since it seemed to be so painful to her seeing Umi acting like Sora. Umi on the other hand, started out as a nice character.
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By any means I refer to "nice" as personality wise, but about the character itself. He wanted Beniko to suffer, it was entertaining seeing how he was dealing with his own pain by making her pay for it. However at some point it got a bit predictable. Umi had this look in his face that showed how deep down he didn't want to hurt the girl. If it turns out that he really liked her ever since they were kids, he'll keep torturing her, but at some point they'll turn into lovers. If it's like this, the ending will be definitely terrible for me.


The art is nothing outstanding, normal for shoujos.

... Last updated on June 5th, 2013, 2:15pm
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What can I say?  
by TheDreamHare
February 10th, 2013, 10:24pm
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I enjoy these types of stories.
It probably has something to do with the artwork, which I believe is pretty decent. If the story were drawn another way, I would have not continued reading...or maybe I would, just because.
I hope someday we'll see the rest of the chapters.
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Sick but decadent  
by 1122shadows
August 30th, 2012, 9:59am
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I think the story has a very strong love-hate component and if that isn’t your cup of tea or your bowl of rice then you should skip this. On the other hand, Umi is a twin that you probably will never forget and his drive for revenge against his brother’s girlfriend, Beniko is anything but typical for a shoujo romance which is why I would recommend it. While Beniko’s loss and desperation for her dead boyfriend, Sora, just makes you hate Umi for what he does to her.
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Nhaa..  
by kaidiego
May 8th, 2012, 9:26am
Rating: 5.0  / 10.0
I have goten to nr. 8. I wont continue reading. I feel the main character is to plain and week... and the twin brother is just to sick and perverse for me. I have no problem with antiheroes and stuff like that. But this guy is inhumanly sick.
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Masochistic love.  
by jnatsumi
May 3rd, 2012, 4:51pm
Rating: 7.0  / 10.0
This manga is dark. Be warn. There will be some explicit scenes too-- it is smut afterall.
It's about obsessive love.
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between Beniko and Sora (mutual, but not that obsessive, on Sora's part. very strong bond). and between Beniko and Umi, one-sided on Umi's side... for now, i think. and obsessive brother complex between Umi and Sora, again on Umi's side.

It's twisted with lots of drama.
I don't fancy the art that much. It's okay. Not too bad. Not that good either.
I think I have something for mangas about masochistic love or just plain painful love stories. Those, like this one, tend to be very emotional. Because of that, not everyone would like this manga.
If you are looking for light and fluffy, this won't be it for you.
It's labeled as shoujo, but it's also labeled as psychological, smut, and tragedy. so yea. keep that in mind.
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Very Interesting  
by Sakura29
April 13th, 2012, 6:41pm
Rating: 8.0  / 10.0
The plot is very intriguing and the mangaka has managed to pack a lot of drama, tragedies and twists into just eight chapters. The plot is really great but the characters are okay. I already love Umi with his dark and twisted mind, plotting his every move. Which I guess is something that really appeals to me. Beniko is alright compared to the typical bug-eyed, naive shoujo lead but I wish she would just get over and accept that Sora is dead. Then I compare her with other shoujo leads that have lost someone, who is definitely more important then a boyfriend, and seemed to cope with it better than her. So GET OVER IT! The art is very pretty and will certainly not burn your eyes.
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hmm  
by LiitoJ
November 6th, 2011, 11:53am
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this is so-so for me at the moment.
i liked that the couple is actually genuine, i don't know, it made me feel so fluffy inside to see that they actually had a history, it's not a brainless relationship.

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in part 7, i thought Umi was kinda psycho-ish. putting her ring in his mouth, fingering her and then having sex. isn't he raping her this way then?
i felt sorry for the main character at this point sad

Beniko needs to get over it and accept the fact that
Spoiler (mouse over to view)
Sora is dead
and if this is going to turn out like a typical shoujo, then
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she's probably going to listen to everything Umi says just for a dead guy.
i dunno, i'll just see how this goes.

the artwork is the only thing that's making me continue reading this.

... Last updated on November 6th, 2011, 11:56am
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7 i guess  
by pryscillabq
November 5th, 2011, 5:41pm
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well..idk how to say,i really like the beginning because it was fast there wasnt the childish atmosphere and all but i used to like more pyscycological mangas now i think its not my thing but i have to say that its kinda refreshing because im tired of the same histories on shoujo mangas but well,i hate rapes and all but its so bizarre for her to do some things that she does just because they are alike..but i cant really judge the story because it wasnt a lot of chaps..but oh wel..let wait and i like the art its not all that but its cute
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shamefully admit that I like it  
by TheAlmighty
November 5th, 2011, 1:14pm
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I've always been a bit of a sucker for obsessively twisted male characters. They're hot. As long as it's not rape every other minute and it's because he loves her so much that he's so psychotic then I'm pretty much fine. It's better than those stereotypical bland guys who likes brainless heroines with no reason. Not that I'm saying this heroine is amazing or anything, but at least she has some type of backbone going on and she doesn't cry every other minute. Oh and the sexual tension. It's yummy. I'm actually impressed with the mangaka especially looking at her old works where the plots are just so....boring. At least the heroine starts off not liking the guy for once. Another thing about the mangaka is, thank god her drawing has finally improved.
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uhm  
by qtxchunsa
November 5th, 2011, 12:56pm
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I have no idea why Kurumatani Haruko is into messed up mangas all of a sudden
first it was Aishite Kudasai, Sensei. Now it's this.
I mean they're OKAY.... but I seriously hate the girl protagonist in both of her psychological mangas. They're so incredibly... not special. At all. They are just so incredibly plain, boring, and don't have any depth to them. I'm just reading this to kill time, really. Or until Umi shows his love for Beniko or something.

... Last updated on November 5th, 2011, 12:59pm
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