This was my first manga by this mangaka and, contrary to most reviewers, I loved it. In fact, it's been a while since I've read anything that got me this hooked. I didn't stop reading from beginning to end.
But obviously, whenever there's non-con, people are touchy about it. And, as usual, I didn't think they understood the plot - the point was not that Chiharu kept on going despite Shoyu's pain, but that he didn't continue their relationship. If he had, the sex on the rougher side would've been fine. It's not uncommon that it hurts in yaoi, and that normally isn't a problem. The only reason it was a problem in this case was what came after. Shoyu even [i]says[I/] that. What hurt him wasn't physical, but the fact that, after being with the guy he fell in love in, they suddenly became distant.
With that being said, I see the source of the misunderstandings and also why I won't give this a 10. There needed to be more of everything, the past and the future. How their relationship started is barely brushed upon, and I'd definitely like to see how the friendship started, how it evolved into more than that, how their first time came to happen and what it was like afterwards. I also think the hospital was a bit too much, Sakyou-sensei could've left it at the "we slept together and he was gone when I woke up" or something.
The part I do like is their relationship in the "present", and how every little scene is about them and not some filler, funny moment or secondary character's plot. The entire story focuses on them, from meeting again to getting closer again, living together, taking care of the shop and getting intimate. I often read yaoi where there are events which are both fillers and funny, deviating from the main plot, and I find it quite frustrating, but it doesn't happen here.
But then the future and resolution lacks the proper conclusion as well. It should've taken longer than a few pages for Shoyu to realize the real reason he had been feeling like that, longer for him to accept Chiharu again, Chiharu being clearer about what he was feeling in the past and why things turned out this way...and I'm silly, but I'd love to have seen some newly renewed "I love you"s before it wrapped up (side note that the translation I read was pretty bad, so what was translated as "I like you" could've well been "I love you"😉.
I do also like more things about this manga. First, the artwork is gorgeous. Their bodies are amazingly drawn (though Shoyu's ding-dong seems quite small even for an uke lol), masculine but not in a bony, unattractive way (recently read a manga where their knees were so bony in the sex scenes, it distracted me from the smut). Their faces are masculine too, but not bara-like, nor flamboyant and ukeish.
But I love their personalities even more than that. That's what's missing from most mangas I read: men being men. Yes, they are gay, and they cry, this is yaoi and that's what we want to read. But they also have sex, want to have sex, say dirty things. I really like that. It was also quite refreshing to see the uke take the initiative and be confident in his skills, despite the fact that he was a little slutty not being a huge turn on to me. Furthermore, that sex scene with the cumming...omg, you know which one I'm talking about. Haven't read anything that sexy in a while. I was squealing when reading it, which rarely happens anymore.
So yeah, for every 10 bad yaois I read, one of them is like this: dramatic, makes me cry basically throughout the whole thing (which is what I'm looking for), has a pushy seme and wild, pained uke, perfect sex scenes...and that's what's good! So, contrary to popular opinion, I'd definitely recommend this! Go read it now!