Trap is delicious. Trap is submissive. Trap has gotten raped so much and so well that he doesn’t even know what to do with his life anymore.
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This dj made me so depressed... just too sad.
I'm not against shota and rape in manga, not at all (it's all fiction after all), and I actually enjoyed the first part of the story (Rinkan Fuck!! Josou Shounen Monzetsu Rape). Why couldn't I enjoy this one? The same character, also rape... You see, I don't mind rape in manga when, in the end, it's enjoyed. And I like the scenerio of "introducing" a sexually innocent character (age doesn't matter, I don't think about this part much, I also like innocent cute young men-- for me shota characters are more of personification of innocence and sexual inexperience rather than "children") to sex-- at first he is against it, but then he realizes how good it feels... If the 2nd part of the story was about the boy having consensual sex, because he didn't feel what happened was wrong (unrealistic? yes, but I don't really want shota or smutty rape manga realistic), I would be happy with it... But-- this part of the story deals too much with the boy's trauma. The sex felt good but it destroyed his life. I really feel sorry for him... The flashaback of him having a birthday cake with his mother (in contrast to the present him-- a boy who can't think of anything but sex, even though it scares him, and had to run away from home because he felt dirty) made me feel like crying. This manga is just too realistic for me-- the boy's reaction to rape. I certainly couldn't find the reading sexy, I just wanted to give the poor guy a hug.
Also, old homeless stinking men having sex certainly isn't my thing.
I'm not going to rate this manga because I don't think I can be objective. Of course, I wouldn't rate high. But why should I rate low? Because the character's reactions were realistic? Because it didn't show rape as that kind of sexy unrealistic fantasy I like? I don't want to be like people who would rate manga low just because it's includes something they don't like (loli or shota for example) and I don't believe this manga is crap (the art is good, the sex smutty, there is some storyline, etc.), so I will just pass on giving any rating...