Nazuna Nonohara, a porn actresses with androphobia. This manga revolves around Nazuna's past, and the tragedy that she experienced.
1 Volume (Hiatus?)




Gotta first say how fucking stupid the 'narcissist' comment is in a manga about a child getting rped and abused by multiple family members and random people. It's semi-autobiographical too you fucking dumbass. Seriously deranged to take the abusers side but it takes one to know one I guess.
Anyway, it's a really rough story to read if you're anyway normal and have empathy.The art is honestly very average and especially the backgrounds can be bare, though this does have the benefit of adding to the uncanny atmosphere. There are similar manga in this space where even worse happens but it's the artistic interpretations here that really horrify you.
How the people in her life, men in general become warped predatory smiles. It's vile and you really feel the authors sincerity through the art, sheer disgust.
Can't say much about the story, you wouldn't even want to talk about it which gives the author further credit for putting it to paper, but man there's no happiness to be found anywhere. What a tormented life to live. If you want to feel like shit quickly you've found the manga, even more unsatisfying is it's axed or on hiatus I dunno.
It's hard to overcome your trauma and share it with everyone. It requires more than just courage. Moreover, Japan is not like the West, especially for someone working in a gray area. Some Yakuza and bad companies still hold power in the underworld And the laws for some criminal still to light
I am saddened by how she worries alone without being able to talk to anyone
The art is cute and easy to read, I find scary scenes is really scary. Still the story and the art need to improve since this is her first work. Maybe work together with pro, the message is good so they can learn and help children or avoid something like this again in the future
But the manga seems on hiatus and i can't find her twitter nor info.. i just hope the author is fine and well
A manga about a narcissist that feels sorry for herself and put blame on others.