I just finished chapter 75 and that’s not the end just yet. Here’s what I thought:
Really toxic relationship.
The good part was romantic and well done. Great chemistry together.
But! But…. ML is a yandere. It wasn’t obvious at first, but it got craaaazy. FL’s got some crazy in her as well (it’s a revenge story, so gotta have some of that). ML more crazy than FL. At the same time, if you can ignore all of that, it’s kinda romantic how into her he is. He’d go into great, great length to be with her. It’s extremely toxic. The man’s a walking red flag. But a hot red flag.

Reading this was like a rollercoaster. Some really unexpected plot twists.

I see some mixed reviews here and I agree with them. It was hard to get through. It’s like watching a train wreck, but I’m still watching it cuz I’m no stranger to this genre and I’m hoping and praying still for some kind of happy ending.

My rating is for the story NOT the art. The art itself is actually nice. I don’t even know where to begin with this story. I started to read it because it seemed very interesting. I usually love revenge stories. This is the only exception that not only do I not like, but I can’t stand.

On the subject of grooming during the reincarnation. When the FL meets the ML and he is still a child, she clearly takes him in with the intention of using him however, I do not think there’s any grooming actually happening, she doesn’t even consider having a relationship with him until he’s already older.

The story itself had so much potential to be amazing. There’s a few elements I can’t really deal with, and I don’t understand why it’s included in the story. In my opinion the story would have been better without these:

*Spoilers ahead*
- The FL never gets over the fact that the ML care of their revenge, she had been plotting the entire story after her reincarnation. Years go by where she can’t get over it and she does horrible things because of it…
- it turns out that the entire entire time the FL is a horrible person… she starts to show how selfish and self centered she is. She literally only cared about about her revenge. She didn’t care about the ML or the kids she ends up having with the ML.

Some may argue that she actually loves her children, but is confused… She doesn’t - she literally hates her first son and only shows “affection” for her second child (her daughter) because of the guilt associated with how she treats her first born.
- She takes all of her anger out on her first born son, everyone knows she’s doing this and nobody does anything to stop her.
- the fact that this happens at the end of the story after the main antagonist is murdered and it’s reveals that the ML kept his memories from the previous life as well just really takes away from the story. It’s almost like the story becomes about something else when it’s supposed to be a revenge story about the FL getting the crown prince to pay for what he did.

I can’t root for a FL who takes all their toxic traits (after they’ve already lived twice) and decides to use them against their own child. as an extension, I simply can’t root for a story where this is happens either.

I don’t recommend this as a reader for anybody. I think that there are much better revenge stories out there. There are much better stories with toxic couples (if that’s your thing).

... Last updated on April 17th, 2024, 8:13am

Dropped on Ch 12, probably too soon, but meh.
The FL and ML relationship was too weird for me to continue. Even if the age gap is not that big (maybe, I'm still not sure), he behaves like a child anyway.
Dietrich should be the undisputed ML, I was liking his character. We need more Dietrich-like ML!

... Last updated on January 24th, 2024, 9:31pm

If you're turned off by the whole child-to-lover plus age gap thing, good for you because yuck, but also the situation is not what it seems. What we were shown isn't the full picture, and the full picture really changes things fundamentally.
Big story spoiler from chapter 55 explaining the above:
Female lead isn't all that likeable. She's a bit dreary, but that's understandable. It's not a comedy, so a woman set on completing her revenge for trauma that she's unable to escape from isn't going to exactly be all that charming, or nice. She's cold and selfish and withdrawn, unwilling to form sincere and genuine close bonds with people. I don't need to like a character to enjoy the whole story and world. She's not grating or annoying or dumb.

... Last updated on February 23rd, 2024, 12:19am

Somehow, this was worse than I expected. And not because of the grooming. No, see, ML clearly and obviously looks like a child (Like, half the FL's height) when they meet, fair enough. Boom, he's actually 16! Fair enough as well. The problems start with the 2 month timeskip. 2 months was all it took for ML to grow one and a half of his original body height. That's a 150% increase in height, in 2 months. No. Just, no. Add this to ALL the signs of a bad/toxic dynamic and it's a mega-drop for me.

I come to this webtoon with a very low expectations but i was blown by it, first of all this webtoon hardly explain how the universe work but they slowly show it. Some plot hole here and there but eventually, they show bits by bits and then it end up making me wonder and think alot.

Like at first i was so pissy because they did not explain the coming back to the past power at first, but suprise they did not just forget about it but slip it in!!. This also happen alot in few images that i feel like its intentionally, it's how they want to tell the story. Without explaining, i feel like this is actually a good drama webtoon which make you connect dots slowly because they just throw stuff in.

Probably the only thing i didn't like is that the MC is mentally stable on some part 💀 like uhhh okay i guess.

Also TW with toxic relationship and grooming (but actually the LI

So yeah 9/10 because i enjoy reading it.