This work contains coercion and explicit sexual content intended for adult readers only.

"Um... Eungyeol. Do you want to be friends with me?"

One day when he was ten, an angel-like, pale and beautiful child moved in next door. Hangeon became Eungyeol's only friend, wanting to protect the lonely-looking boy.

At some point, those feelings leaped far beyond friendship to become love, but Hangeon hides his deep feelings and steadfastly stays by his side as his devoted friend for 17 years. One day, while living as the #1 fan of top actor Eungyeol and harboring a sweet yet heartbreaking unrequited love...

"Hangeon, do you want to be my manager?"
"...What?"
"My manager and bodyguard. How about it?"
Not only can he watch Eungyeol from afar, but he can directly protect him by his side! Having achieved true "fan success," Hangeon is bewildered but overjoyed at fulfilling his lifelong wish.

However, when fellow actor Yu Junseong openly shows interest in Hangeon, Eungyeol's emotions begin to rage violently...

"That bastard likes you."
"Choi Hangeon. If you ever, even later, don't you dare meet that bastard privately..."

To make matters worse, Eungyeol goes into rut. As his manager, if he truly cares for him, he should help Eungyeol properly relieve his rut, so Hangeon takes him with his own hands to a hotel where there's a rut partner.

Not knowing what to do with his upset and maddening feelings, Hangeon receives a call from Jun-seong asking to have a drink. After drinking heavily, Hangeon wakes up to face a furious Eungyeol...

"Fuck, Hangeon... I'm so disgusted I could vomit. Right now, that bastard's pheromones are radiating from you."

Eungyeol feels inexplicable rage and betrayal toward Hangeon, who bears traces of Junseong, and drives Hangeon to the brink...

Original Novel:
R19: Ridibooks
R15: Ridibooks

Official Translations:
English