The one huge selling point of this type of cliche story is that the MC actually does follow through with his decisions. Well, after his identity change at least. It takes him nearly 20 chapters to get out of that relationship, was pretty indecisive. But it's 5 years of emotions he's gotta end so the hesitation is understandable.
But new him after the accident is much better. He's not innocent anymore, he's got some jaded experience now and he works hard. He's not some timid damsel anymore and I applaud this turnabout!
The Seme on the other hand, what a can of worms his mental problems are. I see why they put a psychiatrist friend for the main characters. Good lord did they need it desperately. It's hard to mention the issues he has without spoiling stuff, but it all does make sense, like after 150 chapters....
This story is about pain intentional/unintentional from someone close to you. About misunderstandings leading to obsessions to keep or avoid something. It's a long process, but if your up for the drama and the slow healing, this is your story 😉
Ch 197 Update: At this point, all the misunderstandings have been clarified. Now the MC is just playing around with the Seme. Excuses after excuses why he doesn't want to be with him but keeps him close so the Seme can't start to get over him. Disgusting behavior from someone who believed he was played around with like this before. Dropped it