My disease. It makes me useless.

hmm...I'm not sure
procrastination I guess

Last edited by sweetnsour321 at 2:31 pm, Dec 14 2011

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I hear you say "Why?" Always "Why?" You see things; and you say "Why?" But I dream things that never were; and I say "Why not?"

I run away from people and commitment. If I like someone, and they like me back, I avoid them rather than try and make things work. I don't want to get hurt.

I also place too much emphasis on being intelligent. I hate being a thousand times stupider, less charming, and less funny than my older brothers. There's not even anything I can do about it. I've tried.

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"Without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's."

Definitely lack of confidence. Having more confidence would fix a lot of things I hate about myself. And there are a lot of things I hate about myself.

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Mind eraser, no chaser

im lazy, procrastinating, passive and unconcerned.
I also hate when i feel that i'm adjusting myself for other people. I'd rather have the courage to be blunt and honest, than keep on faking a smile.

Lack of motivation lol.

this thread is making me kind of depressed.
what i absolutly forgot to write is that i forget many things. doesn´t matter if they are important of not, i do forget them. But therefore i remember facts i don´t need to remember like the names of persons i meet once.
and i hate it that i can fall asleep everywhere. not a good ability if you can fall asleep during chemistry

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currently reading: Nyotai-ka
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The top things i hate about myself would be:
I'm a quitter and a runner, not that i do it all the time, but i dislike responsability.
I'm extremely shy and don't have much confidence in my abilities.
I lose interest in things quite fast, don't have enough motivation.

I'm extremely shy i think it runs people away before they get to know me.
Lack of motivation(more so recently)
Responsibility i hate having a lot of that within reason i'm ok but i'm outta there if it's to much.
Lack of confidence because i'm so shy
Loner well sometimes
Easily disinterested in things/people
I also tend to be a little self absorbed(it's all about me)i hate that.i'm the youngest in my family so that has a lot to do with it i don't like much about myself i think.

Sadly I hate everything except maybe my sense of humor... And curiously enough I don't think many people besides my closest friends like it...

biting my nails since i was in first grade... gosh been trying to quit that habit like forever... i dunno why i still do it

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D'oh!

I hate how lazy I am, can't get myself to do anything properly.

I have loads of late homework all the time and the only way I can practice some cello is if I put the alarm early and go straight to the cello when I wake up.

Basically I don't do shit unless I'm forced too, getting a job, getting into a decent university, practicing, doing school work etc. I suck

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How I don't know what to say when responding back to (intimidating) people I don't know that well that are trying to make small talk with me.

Procrastination.

How I lack of commitment for certain hobbies.

... That it, I guess? I'm not sure of anything else.

I procrastinate way to much. (Doing it right now)

I'm moody.

I swear too much over little things.

I procrastinate, become easily hyped up, and whines alot. I also have weird habits such as talking to the wall, draw on the air with my finger while walking, and having a sudden change in personality. But otherwise, I'm good ^^