Hi,

Found it https://www.mangaupdates.com/series.html?id=3860
(hahah not Shadow, actually called Renai Junkie...)

I am looking for a manga called "Shadow", the story is about two boys been friends since childhood, and one guy was always not well, another is super genki.

The healthy boy was visiting the unhealthy one, playing some robot or hero figure, but later rush off to somewhere, jump out of the window and hurt himself.

The healthy guy never grew up after that, but the "unhealthy" one became very tall and healthy.

The tall one is playing boxing, and has a mole under his chin. The shorter one has a scar on his head, where the tall one always look over and felt guilty (he wanted the shorter guy to stay longer with him, so he did something to the tree)

Because of the accident, the shorter one couldn't erect, and the tall guy wanted to help him experience orgasm, so he put cotton bud into his penis to stimulate. (shy...)

I just remember the tile is "Shadow", and because it is such a short name, i cannot find it anywhere.

Hope this much is enough, or if someone know the mangaka, at least i can search again through mangaka name...

Thanks! 😀

Last edited by Xiaogupi at 9:39 am, Jan 14 2021