It is worse because I wasn't in shock actually I was pretty calm, everyone else was bursting into tears so I made an effort.
fjgs19 is just soulless...

Just kidding

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my post had Kimi ga Nozomu Eien >_>

The end of episode 25.

That should be all I need to say.










really hoping some one picks up on it ;P

You gotta be kiddin me -_-'

Never.

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Yeah you posted while I was typing

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i guess i have different reasons for crying, the two times i distinctly remember crying was during the rock lee/ gaara fight in naruto, and when sogeking shot the world flag. i don't cry during sad moments.

Me too :']

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usually when ur in shock, most ppl mistake it for calmness.
i dony know if that was ur case tho.
i just know that in my case, my grandpa who i thought was going to come back from the hospital all better and play with me like he used to, suddenly disappeard in one phone call. i avoided thinking of the subject for 7 years. for a while u can say i even forgot that i ever had a grandfather.

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That is more like it.

I don't think that was my case, not only in that time, but also when my granmother died (in the taxi on the way to the hospital) right in front of me I got home and watched Naruto, when my friend asked if I was watching it I lied saying that it was before she had the heart atack. She was not the first person from the family to die in front of my and my reaction was pretty much the same, when my grandfather died I just thought "it is over". Because of that my friends say that I have no heart or that I will not be able to love and that really makes me wonder if when I have kids will I be able to love or not. I guess I need help in that department.

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actually, what u just said makes me believe even more that it was the shock.
and why do u think that loving someone means crying when they die?
some ppl just cannot cry and have their own reactions to the death of close people.

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Usualy when I get in shock I fell angry and for the loving part My friends all say that I am cold that just makes me think if I really am...

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uhh, shock is mostly "not realize what just happend" for example, if ur sitting in a car, calmly listen to music from the radio, then suddenly u hear a boom and you have glass flying around you, its not like u immidiately realized that some moronic dumbass on a motobike crashed into the back of ur car, so the short period after that when ur in the "who? wha? eh? wtf?" state, its called shock. and since u dont realize wht happend urself u dont realize that that same moronic dumbass is lying on the road behind you. (btw, the only thing i could think about hours is getting the glass frags out of my hair)

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The times I can recall are at AIR, and "Iriya no Sora, UFO no Natsu". I actually come close to crying when I hear the AIR opening even.

oh yeah..i forgot about AIR