hello everyone! I read a yaoi manga probably 7 months ago and i forgot the name of it so i was hoping you guys can help me out! if i recall, there were two main characters (forgot the names too T^T). One(the uke) has black hair and the other(the seme) has blond i think. Both are . . . childhood friends? or was it room mates... well anyway, the uke likes the friend but can't confess cause he thinks it'll gross the seme out so he sleeps with other men. Then one day the seme found out about the uke sleeping with other men. The uke thought the seme was disgusted but to his surprise the seme asked the uke if they could sleep together but only as f*** buddies -the seme likes the uke but is scared to break their friendship so he said it like that(i think). . . I'm guessing he's scared to scare away the uke because he only sleeps with other men and does not find actual love. so blah blah blah and blah blah blah. . . that's all i could remember. . . i also remember a line from the uke. . . but i don't know if that would help but he said somewhere along the lines: "i can't tell him that it turned him on even more" or something like that. Well anyway that's all i could remember... i hope ou can help me thank you!

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Maybe Hima na no de Hajimete Mimasu?

Oh thank you! But it's not it sadly T^T thank you tho

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"It's not the mistake that matters, but acknowledging it, then having the courage to correct it."
-궁 [Princess Hours/Palace]

NATSU DRAGNEEL EARNED MY RESPECT!
FAIRYTAIL CHAPTER 283

your description resembles Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara in some way, but not sure since the seme has black hair...