1. I'm a procrastinator.
2. I lack self-discipline.
3. I am a liar. I lie to amuse myself. When I don't tell lies, I say something so blunt that others find it offensive. The bad thing is, I usually don't notice that what I say can hurt someone.
4. I am apathetic to most things, and I don't hesitate to convey to people that I don't care by staring at them with a bored look. If someone sees me smile, I'm either trying to be polite to that person or something amuses me. (The reason I'm probably being polite to that person is because if he/she sees my usual look, he/she'll think that I'm annoyed at him/her, and it's too troublesome to deal with that.)
5. I can get extremely violent.
6. I have extreme cases of superiority and inferiority complex.
7. I am lazy. I'd rather starve than cook. I let other people answer the question because raising my hand takes up too much strength... and if no one answers it, then oh well. I answer when I need participation points, though.
8. The first impression I unknowingly give to peers is that I'm irritated. The thing is, I'm probably at my most cheerful at that moment. To teachers, however, I come across as an innocent, studious person. I find that interesting because I really don't mean to give that impression. I sometimes try for the more friendly and smart look.
9. I don't let what happened in the past bother me. If I failed at something, then oh well, there's nothing I can do about it. There's no point in becoming depressed over it.
10. I am sometimes too proud and vain.
11. Sometimes, I act humble even though I secretly think that everyone else is an idiot.
12. I often space out when someone is talking to me.
13. I become paranoid over little things.
14. I hate being the leader of a group, but when my superiority complex strikes, I think that if I was the leader, I could handle the group better. I guess it's that I want to be able to control the group, but if our group fails, I don't want to be blamed for it... which is why I like the number two position in terms of leadership.
15. I hate losing. I try to be a sport, though, but usually, I'm hating on myself and the winners, thinking that I could've done better or that they didn't deserve to win. However, after awhile, I usually don't care anymore.
16. I hate admitting that I'm wrong and apologizing--especially to those I find inferior and to my family members as well.
17. When there's an argument, I hate being stuck on a "side." I usually go into my apathetic mode and clearly show that I am not supporting one or the other... which means, I can jump back and forth without being the target of someone's hatred.
18. I have a low self esteem.
19. I do and say things before I think.
It's kind of sad how I can easily write a whole list of my faults. If this was a thread about your positive points, I'm sure that I'd have a harder time writing them.
Well, I'll add some more when I think of them.
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