Or something to that effect.

I recently watched some gay porn and found the best video ever. Hurr hurr. ANYWAY, the seme was just exuded a kind of masochistic feeling, as well as this kind of passionate desperate towards the uke. The kind of thing where, even though it's just random porn, it's like wow, if only all porn or sex in general was like that.

I'm looking for a yaoi manga like that. It doesn't have to be all RAR SEX all the time or anything. And it's not like I want the uke to be all haw haw manipulative...

Heh... I don't even know where I'm going with this.... So yes. If you know of any passionate yaoi (with maybe a sliiightly lovesick seme/unshy uke?), I would be very grateful.