Ok so I read this yaoi a long time ago and I hated it so much, it made me want to throw up and everything. I cried but is was only like 10 so it really scared me. It showed what was going on on the inside of the uke. The uke had jacked up faces, you know the old sorta faces that were supose to show pleaser but looked like he was going crazy. I think it was pretty much only about sex, not much of a story line but I don't remember. I like harder yaoi now so I really would love to find it again, please help me if you can thanks!

Maybe it's one of Gravitation DJs 🙂

Thanks I'll check them out

Omg yes thanks so much it was gravitation dj!!! So happy and I can really tell why it scared my youngest self haha thanks again!