like the topic-title? i do too 😀 anyways, i actually have no idea the title of the book or the actual story...

all i remember is that the seme is older than the uke. and that the uke stuck a torch up his ass (it's hotter than it sounds) to prepare himself for the seme. but he got scared and eventually called the seme for help. i've been desperately searching for it ): im also looking through every book with the tag "older seme younger uke" but didn't find it :/

please please please help me find it! it was so incredibly askdjfa <3

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I can't remember if it's a torch but there's a scene like this in Hidoi Otoko

YES you. are. beautiful! <3 thank you!! 😀 😀