Umm...I totally forgot the name of this manga I read once, bookmarked it then got a new comp...heh.

anywho the summery was something like these two guys work as (geisha i think, like they have the bidding,mizuage -cant spell- whatever, and everything) prostitutes essentially in one of the upper scale areas, The older, a blond -lighter colored hair anyway- falls in love with the younger constantly calling him princess. The younger, darker haired one is very cold having loved the older one but realizing that as geisha they can never be together. At one point they screw each other and the owner of the house threatens to send the blond away, and blondie offers to do anything in order for the other to stay.

The two had been best friends since they were little kids, when the darker haired ones grandmother sent him to the house.

the last chapter i saw the two had gotten into an argument and it looked like blondie had tried to kill himself though it ended before we found out.

if someone remembers the title i would be really happy 😀

Mede Shireru Yoru no Junjou?

and that is indeed it. Thank you 🙂