So I'm looking( with a lovely weekend ahead of me) for one where( I'd prefer it be a oneshot) where the uke is hesitant and stiff and has been raised in way that he can't do what he wants, so he's convinced himself that he's boring and never does anything out of the ordinary. While the seme is a life-loving guy who was raised being able to be who he wanted, who sees the uke( who at the moment is trying to blend in, but fails with the seme) and they become friends.
MUST NOT be shounen ai! ;D

I am locked inside a land when I sleep. A world that is dark and when it storms it never rains. Heedless of the fears and things I still don't understand, they are and will never be evil, for dreams, even nightmares, are our safe havens.

no color is this exactly

if there is an option between "to do" and "not to do", I will always choose the latter.

"what kind of crazy, twisted conclusion is that...?" - banana bread no puding

Anata no Tame nara doko Made mo suits most of your requirements.