Hi guys!

I'm looking for a manga I read some time ago but the problem is I can't remember either its title or plot (>"<) (normally it is because the plot is too boring or irritating that my brain doesn't want to remember and the illustration is not very impressive...). What I remember quite clearly is the author's story in Afterword.

In Afterword, the mangaka DREW a short story about a friend who passed away recently (I mean the time she drew the manga). Her friend, who was a writer, was ill and hospitalized. She visited him. He wasn't very depressed but seemed fine and they chatted... Then a short time later he died (if I'm not mistaken, she didn't cry in his funeral).
There was a portrait (photo) of her friend named "A writer's style" / "The style of a writer".
A few days or weeks after his funeral, she dreamed of the time she visited him in the hospital. I remember he smiled gently (he looked just like in the "A writer's style" photo) and he said something meaningful to her, which made her suddenly woke up at night and realized that her friend had really passed away (and cried, I'm not sure...).

Oh and the manga was probably yaoi / shounen-ai, completed. Honestly I can't remember anything about the charaters or plot, but I think the story wasn't angst or BE, it's just...too boring to impress me. But now I'm too curious to know what it is I'm gonna die... 🤢

I'd be very glad if you can help me find it. 🙂