Looking for an old, ecchi manga

4 years ago
Posts: 12
Hello! Can someone help me find this manga? It's wayyy back in mangafox and mangahere days. I think I read it on the mangarock app?? I'm not sure. It was really unpopular even way before so, I'm having a hard time finding it.
It's an ecchi manga (at least, that's what it was tagged for before) about a guy who does it with his teacher or school doctor (usual softer version of the ara-ara character) and class president (haughty and tsundere). Here's what I remember in the story (trigger warnings included):
- I remember a scene where he's teaching the class president how to do it herself since she never did. Note, she already did it with him. And note, the teacher was watching them through the security cam, raising her jail sentence it seems (never jailed, unfortunately).
- Boy's into humiliation play or some sh*t. He can be a do-S, borderline scum, and as we neared the ending, he slowly grows softer until he had flashbacks and was reminded of his past.
- He was sexually abused as a child by his mother or aunt (basically the guardian he was with growing up), and s*x was his way of coping with what happened to him, I think. The words she would always tell him whenever she does that as he was confused/crying/terrified, and that stuck to him and subsequently, me, was, "close your eyes. 'Cause once you do, nothing else matters."
- Not sure about this one but I think he opened it up to his teacher way before but she was more encouraging of his unhealthy lifestyle, habits, self, etc in his sexual life and personality. A f*cking creep. While the class president was the opposite. When he become vulnerable about his past to her, she was more consoling and comforting him. That scene furthered him softening back to how he was as a child before the ending hinting or did he already?? bounced back.
I made a wallpaper out of the ending page but I can't find it anymore rip. It was him sitting down somewhere with a wry smirk on his face after having some flashbacks.
However, I can describe the art as sketchy and nothing remarkable like "wow" factor. If I had to compare the art style itself, it's like Higurashi and Avogado6 had a baby; chubby face, slightly big eyes, and good expressions. Everything was black and white, not even the cover was colored though I don't remember what it looks like since I didn't take note of that.
But the paneling and flow were great if I remember, despite feeling as if it were one or two stages more to completion. The storytelling was really intriguing for me at that time since it was the first time I saw a story like that. It was relatively short, no longer than 20 chapters but I could be wrong. I was in elementary so, the year it was published was not past 2016, and meaning, I can't remember for shit. The mangaka made Vocaloid fanarts as well, I think.
4 years ago
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4 years ago
Posts: 12
YES IT IS THANK YOUUU!!! 😭😭😭
Looks like I mixed some of the things I remembered from another manga with this manga.