I read it about 3 or 4 years ago, but I hated series then, I dont like the suspend of waiting for what will happen next so I only got to read the first vol. But lately I wonder about the ending and I cant stop thinking about it

(I forgot all of their names, so I'll make up some to make it easier)

It was a about a girl, Rin, who is bad at studying and she had a close friend, Rumi. And Rin have a childhood friend in his school, Nao, who is great at studying, and had a crush on Rin (he found her cute when she was trying hard to study). Rin met Kei, who is also bad at studying and they both hated English lesson. And as they grow closer Rumi kinda liked him. But Rin and Kei low key liked each other. Nao then confessed to Rin, around the same time Rumi confessed to Kei. I forgot how, but they said yes. Not for long until Rin and Kei realize their true feelings. Kei and Nao got into a fight, and Nao let Rin go. Rumi was kinda mad at Rin too, tho

Rin and Kei planned a date the next weekend. She got there first, she didnt know that Kei was hit just around the corner of the street. welp he died. The whole school mourned and thinking Kei was still with Rumi, everyone gave her the support. The only people who knew about Rin and Kei was Nao and Rumi. Then Rin switched school (or graduated from JHS) and met Mitsuo who looked like Kei, but its not him (obviously). Unlike Kei, Mitsuo was great at English lesson. He liked Rin but he only reminds her of Kei.

Please help me find this manga! 😢 😢