so i read good yaoi manga, but i don't remember it's name

there was a boy on the hotel's roof and then there came a man who think the boy would kommit suicide. the boy lived in that hotel wit the man 2 or 3 yers. the boy moved away and start bar and hire a chinese bar tender named ryu or something like that. in the bar comes a man who is in love with the man who start the bar. he was stabbed too. and another man was a doctor.

sorry if you didn't understand at all 'couse i write really bad english ( 'm finnish 😀 )

Shitsuren Mania?

that's it! 😃 thank you very much!