im looking for a one-shot (?) i believe. it's about a guy who's a debt collector (?) falling in love with the person with debt (THEYRE FUCKING HIM BECAUSE HE DOESNT HAVE MONEY!!). but the problem is, this dudes libido is high as fuck. i mean high as hell. copious amounts of cum.

and person with debt is very unstable. i mean very very unstable. he was kinda scared of the debt collector.. poor bby

anyways, i do remember person with debt getting yelled by his boss (he works at a convenience store) and debt collector stepped up to his defense. these mfs have a fluffy time and debt collector saying "you're not coping as well as you think" (because he really isnt.. he was crying in the break room)

(He also smiled when the debt collector was waiting in front of his apartment, cried while eating chicken the debt collector left him, and even tho debt collector got a big ass dick, he still loves him 💕💕)

and they made love and kissed and it made me cry because im a pathetic piece of shit ❗❗

him because im that guy

Don't really think this is what you're looking for but this is a similar one?

Bitch na Yakuza-san wa DT ga Osuki!!

Or you can search the category 'Debt-Motivated Protagonist' to find something similar!

no sadly, it isnt that🙁 but thank you for answering!

UPDATE! it seems that i cant find it everywhere i looked:< its like gone from the face of the earth. i dont know how this happened TT

i tried looking in myreadingmanga since theres where i found it, i didnt. i tried to look the manga recs here, i also didnt. i also looked at anime planet and it wasnt there as well!! TT

im questioning my memory now.

him because im that guy

Maybe it's this?

Go Riyou wa Keikaku Teki ni by Niyama

Kowai Oniisan ga Yasashii

For real, lots of fluids.

Poor uke was resigned to a life so sad he couldn’t make sense of the seme’s kindness. I wish it wasn’t a one shot, but it is 😢

Edit: OP you aren’t going crazy, I read it there too and have seen comments about the author actively getting their work removed from those kinds of sites. It makes you feel like you’re nuts when you can’t find it again.

UR A LIFESAVER. HELLO. nah i deadass thought i was going insane, ill never forget this moment thank u so much

him because im that guy

Happy to help!