Do anyone know about a yaoi novel bl cd where the seme have sex with uke and the seme misunderstood that the uke get fucked by someone else because his hole is loose so the uke told him that he just masturbate to get ready to have sex with him? I forgot the title, but i watch the blcd at youtube and i think the seme is wearing glasses and he has black wavy/curly hair. Please help me finding it 😢 I'm becoming crazy because i really want to find it