I still think you're a really elaborate troll, but in case this is even 1% genuine, you should really take a break from this site and maybe the internet. I can't imagine writing essay-length replies to forum posts is helping your mental health, especially if you've got all this going on in your life. Seriously, I mean no sarcasm, no insults, just genuine concern.

There's one possible solution? leave your state and move somewhere decent.

I'm sorry you're going through this.

The comments you're getting are enraging.....

You might try business online? Maybe buying/selling?

________________
Like cute things. 🐇🌸

Been considering it and would love to do it (Especially since I've known for years that there's nothing for me in this state); however, like I said, that isn't really an option right now given how everything is still locked down, with almost every branch and level of government fighting the populace tooth and nail to prevent them from being able to actually move on and live their lives without being molested. Although, even if this wasn't going on, there's the issue that I only have 6 grand to my name, half of which is in savings. If I was going to up and move somewhere else right now, the options I would have are either living out of my car for the foreseeable future (But, would still require some expenses for groceries, hygiene, and communications like cell phone services and a physical mailbox), rent an apartment (Which would involve me living out in one of the smaller towns because cities have been jacking up and inflating real estate values), or buy a house somewhere else (Which would require me to take out a loan, and spend the next 20-30 years paying it off if everything goes smoothly, which it never does).

So, as far as moving to someplace decent, that's the dream and goal, and doing the best I can to work my way there; however life is just extremely terrible given the current circumstances.


Been applying to as many places as I can that will actually pay me decently. As far as online companies, the only issues I have there is that their sites are broken half the time, even when I use a Chrome-based browser (Because everything is developed to be compatible with Chrome and nothing else)

________________