Assemblage 23 - Human

There have been times throughout my life
When I fell so far
I thought I'd never stand again
I watched my dreams depart

These aberrations had their place
In the grand design
But it's unnatural to feel
So bitter and resigned

Forgive me my mistakes
I'm only human
I bleed just like you
From time to time
So why can't I convince you
I'll be fine?

Ignore the writing on the wall
It just decorates
A place that I have lived so long:
Delusion's vast estates
There's nothing sinister at all
Gnawing at my soul
But these confessions that I give
Help me feel in control

Forgive me my mistakes
I'm only human
I bleed just like you
From time to time
So why can't I convince you
I'll be fine?

No absolution comes for free
And it never will
And those among us without sin
Are even rarer still

If imperfection is the lens
That you see me through
Don't be surprised if someday soon
That lens stares back at you

Forgive me my mistakes
I'm only human
I bleed just like you
From time to time
So why can't I convince you
I'll be fine?

Comus- Drip Drip

You dangling swinging
Hanging, spinning, aftermath
Your soft white flesh turns past me slaked with blood
Your evil eyes more damning than a demon's curse
Your lovely body soon caked with mud
As I carry you to your grave my arms your hearse
You stand before me defenceless
Your stare unchanging silent, cold, intense sears my brain

Hey, hey
Drip drip from your sagging lip
Liquid red down your body spread
Your soft breast glistens your deep navel fountains
Your shadow over chair
Your shadow over chair
Your shadow over chair like a 'plane over mountains

Hey drip drip
Hey drip drip
Hey drip dripa
La-lalalalaa la-la-la-la-la-la-laa la-la-la-la-laa
La-lalalalaa la-la-la-la-la-la-laa la-la-la-la-laa

In a clearing where the sunrays dance amongst the forest's dense secrets
You will softly rest your pale beauty enshrined by the sweet glade
Your body at peace even the earth will fill the crack where entered my blade
Where entered my blade

La-la-la-la-la-la-laa la-la-la-la-laa...
Hey hey hey hey...

Yea, shall I cut you down
Yes 'twould be a last physical communion
I'll be gentle I'll be gentle I'll be gentle I'll be gentle
I'll be gentle I'll be gentle I'll be gentle I'll be gentle
And not hurt you and not hurt you
And not hurt you na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na...
All right now

Drip drip from your sagging lip
Liquid red down your body spread
Your soft breast glistens your deep navel fountains
Your shadow over chair
Your shadow over chair
Your shadow over chair like a 'plane over mountains yea

Hey drip drip
Hey drip drip
Hey drip dripa

La-lalalalaa la-la-la-la-la-la-laa la-la-la-la-laaaaaaa

Protect Independent Film
All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. - Edgar Allen Poe

Imagination rules the world. - Napoleon Bonaparte

All men are born with a nose and ten fingers, but no one was born with a knowledge of God. - Voltaire

The Fray-How To Save A Life:

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

The lyrics are really touching.

Quote from Shy by Sonata Arctica

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylight, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana (can you)
I see you in Citylight diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylight, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you, there 'cause I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waking hour, I feel you taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see,

Oh baby, Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you see

i would want a man to feel like this for me 😛 very stalker-ish but still cute

"It ain't what I done to my country / It's what my country's done to me"

"She freakin' she lickin' she rubbin' / Then she pulled my dick out and start suckin'"

"Hate to sound sleazy, but tease me, I don't want it if it's that easy"

"I even fear the ladies / They're cool but twice as crazy"

"No it didn't matter what I tried / It's just a little hard to leave when you're going down on me"

If it weren't for the gutter, my mind would be homeless.

Right now, the only thing I can think of is
"Do more than survive/Let's live like we're alive"

"We're gathered here to sprinkle ashes/From our late friend's cereal bowl"

"That's when it hit me/That love is a verb"

I am a breath of insanity in a world of chaos.

Me: Performing Random Acts of Klutziness for over 30 years.

"You know its time that we grow old and do some shit"

"I can’t recall how love feels
Memory fails to remind me
And I don’t care for one night stands
I don’t need love, I’ve got my band"

"For a minute there, I lost myself"

"There's more to life than books, you know
But not much more"

"But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if I like rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know"

"To see no light inside your eyes at all
To bang my head against the wall
And force myself to watch you fall away"

"I'm fettered and abused
I stand naked and accused
Should I surface this one man submarine?"

dang it its all depressing
😔

Depeche Mode's Enjoy the Silence

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Cant you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Cant you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

On purpose without a purpose
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I've got one friend
laying across form me
I did not choose him
he did not choose me
we've got no chance of recovery
joy and hospital
joy and misery

put out the fire boys, don't stop, don't stop.
put out the fire on us.

bring the buckets by the dozens
bring your nieces and your cousins
come put out the fire on us

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"I don't know where to go. I don't know who to be. I don't know how to change from being me. I don't know what to say, maybe another day, i'll stop getting lost and find my way back home. All I know is gone"

"And I know, I may end up failing too. But I know, you were just like me with someone disappointed in you"

"I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known. Don't know where it goes, but it's only me and I walk alone"

"There's nothing but the rain, no footsteps on the ground. I'm listening but there's no sound"

"Late night. Come home. Work sucks. I know"

"Sick and tired of being broke. There's no way out it's such a joke"

Ehh there are more, but i think i'll stop.

re-reads them Blimey, I have some nice lonely emotional theme going on there 🤣

"I don't know who to trust, no surprise. Everyone feels so far away from me."

"Every second counts 'cause there's no second try."

"So hard to find my way, now that I'm all on my own."

"They think our heads are in their hands, but violent use brings violent plans."

"I don't want this, remember that. I'll never forget where you're at."

"I laugh myself to sleep, its my lullaby..."
That's what I call funny! XD but it happens!

life is a game... and i don't wanna win if i can't play by my rules!

When the world is wide,
wicked and wild
and watching my every move
I gather thoughts of you
and that's what lovers do.
You've said before
when every act is a war and every shade
just another shade of blue
you'd have me walk with you
and that's what lovers do

told you so, I'm in love with you
told you so and I bet you love me too

First verse and chorus of one of my favorite songs

she used to say about love
that it should come from above
and it should come from below
she used to say“my love,
wear the lips of a saint and the hips of a whore”
and when we’d walk along the street she’d say
“If it rains now i hope to God it pours”
and with her beautiful ideas yeah
she’d cut me in half clean as a broad sword

Another first verse of a very fun song. Both are by The Guggenheim Grotto 😀

I could step to you / With a fresh pack of gum / If somehow I knew you were looking for some... I just got to get / Get with you / And you know what we're gonna do / I wanna get with you (Oh girl) / And your sister / I think her name is Debra... I'll pick you up late at night after work / I said lady, Step inside my Hyundai... 'Cause when our eyes did meet / Girl, you know I was packing' heat / Ain't no use in wasting no time? / Getting to know each other / You know the deal

I love the music to this song...

If it weren't for the gutter, my mind would be homeless.