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Man this will definitely lead me to clinical depression. So far I'm proud of my physical appearence and I really do like my personality...but the thing that gets me is how easily bored I become. If something or someone is unable to hold my interest then I'll disregard it/them. Making my relationships pretty short-term (-.-; )

WOW, there are some pretty sad, self-hating people on this topic, and it kinda feel good/weird about fitting right in... From what others have posted, taking the words out of my mouth, damn negative self-consciousness, damn people, damn everything on some days.
I have always identified myself as an introvert but am slowly finding I have extrovert qualities. And I think I'm having a break-thru. Similar in some ways to the main character of the game Xenogears, as an example, I am trying to separate (forcibly if necessary) the main sides of my personality, ultimately joining them back together to become even stronger... 🤣

From the shy, sadistic, loner, manga reading, low self-esteem, negative thinking, things always come out wrong when I talk to girls me.
And the smart, adventurous, enterprising, people meeting, party-going, confident, sports playing, girls actually do like me.
If I were able to combine myself with myself, that shit would be awesome! Hell, it works for Gurren Lagann. 😀

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Hell, it works for Gurren Lagann. 😀

All you need to do is saw off your head, attach a drill to it, and stab it back onto your neck stump.

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i hate the fact that:
4)the fact that i regret everything i say to people because i think it might offend them

So you hate the fact that you regret offending people?
Way to confess how much of a shitty character you are 🤣

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Everyday I'm tumblin'

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i hate the fact that:

2. my forehead..i WILL NEVER get braids again...

3. my hair.. i really want to change it, but my forehead wont allow it.

Such a tragic life, always under threat of forehead and hair attack. They must've done unspeakable things to you.

my god awful eyesight and this pimple on my nose that won't go away.

♪MONSTARR~ will eat all your cookies and steal your bishies~♪ Φ_Φ

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my god awful eyesight and this pimple on my nose that won't go away.

Cut your nose off.
And throw it far away.

How can u possibly HATE something about yourself?=| if u do..i'd say u've got some kind of psychological problems=|
I like everything about myself^_^ and i'm not narcissistic,it's just how it meant to be...there ARE things that i want to improve..but why would i hate it...it's kinda too extreme...no one is perfect

I hate the fact that I'm super duper lazy at everything, except reading manga & watch anime.
And the fact that I'm very difficult to be motivated and affected somehow. 🙄

introvert n' tooo shy (it really start to kill me from the inside) 🙁

This world is a comedy to those that think, a tragedy to those that feel.

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My self esteem and skin. My self esteem has greatly improved but still isn't were it should be. And my skin gets dry and irritated easily. I also have traces of acne scars from my past which people say they can't see but it's in clear view for me.

I could go on for days but those are the top two.

*Beavis: "Wait, what's pornography?"
Butt-head: "Uhh.. I think that's like, the study of porn." *

What I hate about myself is that I'm very selfconscious around people I don't know very well or the guy I like and that I can't be myself when I'm around them. Although I'm very shy I'm trying to change that and it got better than in the past. But I'm not content yet. If a guy for example likes me I start being rather cold to thtat person. I don't really know how to deal with it. Also I'm very awkward when it comes to the guy I like which is annoying, too xD I'd really love to just be myself around him and have enough confidence in trying to get closer to him. Sometimes I really think to myself: Why are humans afraid to say what they are feeling, it shouldn't be that way. It's a wonderful thing to feel anything and you shouldn't be embarrassed or afraid of it. Another thing I hate about me or being unhappy with is the fact that I can't express my feelings very well....let it be sadness, anger or affection. Especially showing affection or sadness is very hard for me because I never learned how to show it from my mom. To others except my family I don't show anger a lot because I'm afraid they would turn away and abandon me...I don't cry in front of other people because I'm scared of showing any weakness to anybody, even to my family or friends which is kind of unfair of me. I believe that they are sad that I'm shutting them out of almost anything I'm feeling. But I'm trying to work on that, too although it's very hard :/ What I also want to improve is my laziness...I want to start being more active in a lot of ways 🙂

I am perfection.
Makes me feel left out when everyone has something they hate about themselves and I can't find anything....life is tough. 🙁

My ego. I always care about what people think of me. I can't help it. I can't do what I like, because I'm scared of what people will think of me. I don't like it when people talk about me behind my back, hate me, or call me names. I'm afraid of having a bad reputation and looking bad. Sometimes I even think that I'm obsessed in aiming for perfection and having the best of both worlds. My psychologist told me that I should concentrate on one thing and do my best in that. "A jack of all trades is a master of nothing". But I can't bring myself to think that way. I wanted to do all of it. I wanted the recognition of people and their praises. It feels like, I have worth.

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