Today, for the first time in my life, I...

14 years ago
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I realized there's no meaning in living. I'm really surprised it took me 20 years of my life to realize that... it's just so simple.
I have to put a meaning in it myself eh? Well, I guess I'm just a good for nothing because I can't find anything I want to accomplish in this world. I feel so alone suddenly.
Oh well, I guess that's normal. I hope a bus runs me over someday soon.Cool beans. I laugh everytime I see a post, like this, it reminds me of myself.
Unlike you, I found a meaning to my life. Manga.
At any rate, I feel perfectly justified To call you a selfish bastrd, because your life is not measured in value by yourself, but in other people's eyes.
exactly
😀

14 years ago
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Quote from robbert1210
I realized there's no meaning in living. I'm really surprised it took me 20 years of my life to realize that... it's just so simple.
I have to put a meaning in it myself eh? Well, I guess I'm just a good for nothing because I can't find anything I want to accomplish in this world. I feel so alone suddenly.
Oh well, I guess that's normal. I hope a bus runs me over someday soon.
after this you´ll find a person or something else you´ll be living for. just wait and it will come to you. if you can´t live for yourself then for someone/thing else. there have been many people like you (including me) so don´t think that you are special. ending your life won´t help because then you only run away. you can sulk about it sometimes, but at least preten that you are happy infront of other people in RL. You can make them depressed when you tell them about what you think so please hold back. Try not to think. Make the loud thoughts disappear and only live for the moment.

14 years ago
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experienced coming out (religiously) to my mother. She told me I was just going through a "rebellious phase" and wants me to keep an open mind. Then I found out she was crying in church this morning....
14 years ago
Posts: 73
Quote from Dafat-MKII
Quote from robbert1210
I realized there's no meaning in living. I'm really surprised it took me 20 years of my life to realize that... it's just so simple.
I have to put a meaning in it myself eh? Well, I guess I'm just a good for nothing because I can't find anything I want to accomplish in this world. I feel so alone suddenly.
Oh well, I guess that's normal. I hope a bus runs me over someday soon.Cool beans. I laugh everytime I see a post, like this, it reminds me of myself.
Unlike you, I found a meaning to my life. Manga.
At any rate, I feel perfectly justified To call you a selfish bastrd, because your life is not measured in value by yourself, but in other people's eyes.
If that were the case, everyone would have a great life. Too bad, since you're measured for your worth just about every day. Work, for example. If some thinks you suck, it doesn't matter how good you think you are. 🤣 Your views are absurdly childish and unrealistic. Not to mention sad seeing as your meaning in life is... manga. 🤨 Of course people should think positive of themselves, but when it comes to a career, I don't care if you have the highest self esteem, if employers think you aren't valuable to their company, you'll get the boot. Let's say you don't have a job, never pay child support, drink everyday, are in debt, and live with your parents. BUT, since you think your shit don't stink, you're a valuable part of society. Extreme, yes, but it's relative to what you said. Him selfish? Not hardly. You naive? Yes, perhaps.
Also, robbert1210, if you were to have a child, for example, you'd find meaning. Sometimes, it's the simpler things in life. Everyone has that phase where they feel worthless and don't know what to do in life. Blame it on the speed at which technology is advancing!
Today, for the first time in my life, I...
was serious on the internet and gave somebody halfway decent advice instead of trolling. 😀
You read my post wrong.
I said "your life is not measured in value by yourself, but in other people's eyes."
Also, if you want to make a difference, do it off the internet. I already know I'm worthless, but I have just as much reason to think you're worthless. You're pretty good at being annoying even if you aren't trolling.
Therefore, it was irrelevant advice, and now somebody on the internet thinks you're an idiot.
Not that that matters, since it's what other people think of you that matters, right?
I learned that The2ndGuy is an idiot that is so good at trolling that he does it by accident.
Also, I demand an apology, because I'm a bastard like that.

14 years ago
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And apparently, you guys misunderstood. I didn't say I'd end it myself. That would be no fun at all. Let fate decide about that. I only meant that if I can't figure out what I'm good at, I'll never be able to advance in my little damn world. So at this point I hope it would all just stop. Then I don't have to worry about all these thousands of thoughts going on in my head anymore, and all these damn nightmares overnight. I don't want to burden my parents anymore by renting a room and get a job that I want to do, get a steady life and all.... but it just won't work out at all. I got no friends, a family that only cares about careers and money, and haven't seen love since about ever. In my head that makes a good reason to start seeing things darkened. But anyhow, all these comments of you people did give me a little boost, so I'll keep going again thx guys, glad to have this off my chest. (If I can't share it with anybody here with me, I might aswell share it with the world right?)
Don't try to argue with an idiot. He will drag you down and beat you at his/her level.

14 years ago
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Shut up
No one cares.
[color=green]"Officially, this machine doesn't exist, you didn't get it from me,
and I don't know you. Make sure it doesn't leave the building."[/color]

14 years ago
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Quote from robbert1210
I realized there's no meaning in living.
Adopt a baby. 😀 I dunno why, but Children give life meaning. My family adopted a couple children + a baby three or so years ago, and it made life infinitely better. Having someone you love unconditionally makes life not only livable, but worth something. (I guess having a girlfriend/boyfriend you love tons would work too.)
(Don't go and get yourself knocked up, though.... that never works. Adoption is better!)
Edit - Oh, I just realized that2ndguy said the same thing, just in not so many words. Oh well.
As for me, Today was the first time I realized that school needs to end. Now. Before my grades fall because for the first time in my life (for reals....) I didn't do all my HW on purpose. I'm just done with it.
Does the walker choose the path, or the path the walker?

14 years ago
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i listened the whole Linkin Park "Thousand Suns" album and i'm gonna buy it ^^
Nothing is Eternal but Eternity
Enjoy life as much as you can and do whatever you want, because it may be only one.

14 years ago
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Actually wasn't the negative person. Everyone else was negative, but I was positive. It kind of feels good. 😃

14 years ago
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am posting in this topic 😀 😛 🤣
There are times when you will miss what you never had. I wonder how you will find what you so desperately need.
..am going to sleep in the lab this year..

14 years ago
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...wrote an application for my gap year. I'm frightened sweat I don't want to send it sweat ^^
But I have to, i already delayed the writing as long as I could 😔 Well I don't have too much hope in it, though^^
There's nothing to see here. Proceed with what you were doing or throw rainbows at random pedestrians.