one of the main characters tries to commit suicide on the school's rooftop and then a guy saves him. turns out the guy who tried to commit is gay and the other guy who saved him is sorry for him because in his past he had a friend who was also gay (and i think he had a crush on him) and that friend got bullied bc of him. the guy who saved the mc made the whole school hear about that guy being gay so he had to transfer schools. in the present the guy who saved the mc is trying to make up for his past mistakes by being here for the guy who attempted, basically replacing him. but he slowly falls in love with the guy who tried to attempt. and somehow the guy who tried to attempt learns the whole story and is mad. and i also think the guy who got transfered appears in the present as well??

i dont remember the name nor how the characters looked like. please help me 🙁

i belive it could be this one: https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/olchmmw/blue-lust

sorry though if it's not 😖

yess its this one thank u sm!!