Now I have a stage where I just wanna read some lovely yaoi(shonen-ai also fine). I want something were the guys wanna be together but they stand in there own light... But in the End there is a happy end... 😀
Sorry I don't know another way to explain...
(My example is stupid story by Anna Hollmann, but I think nobody know it)

Thanks forwardly... 🤨

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger...

Try Nikushokujuu no Table Manner
or Matenrou Maybe