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I hate myself for things I've done... but I also hate myself for things I haven't done... sometimes I am so emo it annoys my friends
I am too shy, but with the people I know the most I oftenly say things I shouldn't, therefore hating myself again
I have a serious case of OCD... one time I asked a girl in the bus to fix her top's strap since it was crooked
I do not trust ANYONE, even though I prettend I do
I do not forgive, nor forget the things people do agains me, even if they are the smallest things
I look harmless but in truth I seriously planned on causing accidents... more than once
I have a huge inferiority complex... about my physical, my personality and my achievements
I am extremely jealous, which adding to my inferiority complex makes me quite unstable
I am awfully possessive, which adding to the fact I do not trust people makes me quite a closed person
I judge people too quickly, which adding to the fact I do not forgive/forget makes me an asshole

IRL I am a quiet and reserved person, so I do not show all that about me
Online all that is hidden behind a childish personality

It is trued that all of that does not comes out all at once... but deep down I am a dark and hatefull person... even though I am so afraid of being alone I know that I deserve it

And I am really gratefull for having such nice friends in sromu, who put up with my eventual (quite often) emo-ness and talk me into feeling better, you are all crazy for putting up with somebody like me I love you all people

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Wow. nice! I hope she was the person you thought she was. Lol, she didn't turn out to be a man did she? That picture looks like photoshop product

My faults would be that fact that I attack hypocrisy, cowardness, vanity, and everything else that isn't right. Often I get in trouble because of this.

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I'm an introvert. I don't see this as a bad thing, though. I like it (noisy people drive me nuts more than washing wet wood). But to other people I probably come across as anti-social, grumpy etc, when in fact, I'm probably the happiest and nicest person you'll meet. I also hate small talk, and avoid it if I can. When some one says "Hi, how are you?" and I reply "Good, how are you?" It has no meaning. It's just an automatic response. The person saying it is trying to be outgoing, they don't actually care about how you are doing. Stuff like that I find useless, and try to avoid it. That isn't to say I'm rude or anything, the opposite actually (I mind my p and q's).

In short, sometimes I just wish I could be a little more out going. It doesn't really come naturally to me, so even if I'm nice and friendly, you can never tell cause I'm quiet.

I wanna eat you panda-chan! >D
When I say I'm in the US, I srsly am in the USA right naw
(I'll post up my piccy in the Picture thread to show you then)

and yea. She turned out what she is. I even introduce her to this MU forum. She'll get you!1

Another flaw of mine is.... I did some bizzare thing but people just find it hard to believe me!! my cousin thinks i'm a liar..(and I'm NOT)

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I am very bad at telling jokes, people always takes them seriously...
I let people think i am smart, when in fact i just know stuff.
I procastinate to extreme degrees.
I am extremely lazy.
I think stuff through to much, sometimes i just shut down in the middle of a conversation.
I look down on people.
I look down on myself.
I put myself on a pedestal.
I think everyone else is actually better than me.
I don't really know what i think.
I swear to much, and people don't like that.
I am vain, i look down on people wearing fascionable clothes, and when my friends do, i tend to be dissappointed for no good reason.

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What kind of bizarre things? If you don't mind me asking OTL

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well she's not into men, so just look into the yuri manga and that's probably what she meant.

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>>____>> Not quite Panda..I never told anyone except the internets bout my orientation..

@Tps2
The 'bizzare things' that I was referring to were the things that happened in my personal life and when I told this to people..like my friends or cousins (especially my COUSINS), they would SARCASTICALLY respond to me....with doubts.

E.g

ME: "Heys!! I'm in the USA to visit an internet friend!! Can you believe it??"
COUSIN ONE: "Oh really?"
COUSIN TWO: "Congrats"
BESTFRIEND: "Send me a postcard"
*In My thoughts*: ...BITCHES.

And another one:

ME: "Woot!! I'm going to be interviewed on the Morning Talk show tommorow!! Don't forget to watch me on TV!!"

AUNT: "Have you found anything to wear tommorow?"
UNCLE: "Wow! That's good."
COUSIN: "Really?? Could you plz send me the recordings once you DONE with it??"

*In My Thoughts*: ..oh F*ck you people.

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I listened to the morning talk show, it was a man's voice! You weren't there!

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..and another fault in my persona is..

I get easily annoyed at somebody who makes a bad joke and thinks dat I'm a f*cking liar.

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I kind of understand what you mean, with me is lack of faith that I can do things though... Whenever I try to do something my family tells me how hard it is and that I should stop it


Wow, you speak so well on television... wish I could be at least a tenth like that

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Family expectations can be stressful sometimes. And sometimes, families don't expect much from us.




Really? Ahaa! Thanks! I was super nervous actually. I didn't even look at the camera! (Does that prove that I'm telling you the truth? I recorded those vids just to Prove to my cousins that it's REAL!) Man....they were OWNED by mie!!

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I'm a goddamn lazy ass.

I have exams in two weeks and I'm sitting on the computer, messing around, wasting time...

This is what I hate about myself the most. Then I make myself feel sick when I realise i'm running out of time to revise and I don't know everything.

Everytime I have exams I do this. I can't help myself. It's how I am. I'm a very last min. person. It drives my mum insane, she hates leaving things to the last minute XD

I don't care about people outside my family what so ever~~~ i'd probably witness somebody die and walk away thinking about lunch today~heck I don't remember anybody from school, even the people who were supposed to be my friends, I just keep forgeting they even exist, and I NEVER remember there names, I just sit have conversation, then when i get up I erase those people from my head because i simply don't case one bit.


hmmm....I could be selfish sometimes....<_<; something i'm trying to change...

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