i read this manga a couple months back and can't seem to remember the title it contains i think two main stories in it. any help would be greatly appreciated!

ok so heres what i can kinda remember about the plot!
first part of the manga is about a guy (the uke) is asked by his friend to go help tutor/look after his cousin(the seme) since he lives alone. the seme rapes the uke. the seme keeps a control on the uke and is cruel and cold toward him.
uke finds out the reason for this and why he lives alone, because his mother hates him and thinks him to be evil since he was the child she gave birth to when she was raped.
the second is about the seme's(from previous story) cousin(also a seme) who has gotten married and has a kid and i think the wifes younger brother(uke). his wifes younger brother has been in love with him and he finds out, and they start a secret relationship behind the wife's back, the relation is a little rocky and i think at one point the younger brother mistakes the relationship of this seme and the cousin
i think there is a little extra story with the first couple in it where it shows the seme as child with his cousin getting introduced to the uke(who cross-dressed for a competion) who was kind to him.

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