Can someone tell me a little bit more about this manga?
https://www.mangaupdates.com/series.html?id=109792

I am specifically looking to buy an actual copy, but I can't find it on amazon japan. Or anywhere, for that matter. Can someone direct me to the place I can purchase this, or was it ever published?

thanks for your help

It doesn't look like the series was released as a standalone volume--at least not by gateau Comics. (It was, however, serialized in their monthly magazine.)

I'm not sure if a book publication is slated for the future, but if you'd like, you could try to track down used copies of the magazine issues in which the series appears. Information (e.g. cover image, issue number, year of publication, release date, contents, etc.) about each corresponding issue can be found using the following links.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5

Hope that at least some of this helps!

Thank you so much that i will try to find those magazines and hope for the best thank you for your assistance