i can't find a site where i can read koi wo suru shokubutsu... could someone please be so kind and send me a link, i'm so incompetent, i can never seem to find manga even 235986238759320498(exaggerated number) people already have it on their completed lists 🙁 i'm so sorry if i caused any troubles >__<!

No asking for where to find something, it's the same as asking for downloads, which is against the rules.
Also, this manga is licensed, so it has most likely been taken off of any sites that it was on.