Hi!

I read a yaoi manga I believe a year or two ago that I just can't find again and I'm desperate. From what I remember it´s a blond/ light haired timid uke and dark haired taller (longer like at least shoulder length hair).

I don't know if the uke is straight from the beginning but seme is. I think the story is from the semes perspective. They are both in university and the uke confesses to the seme.

At first the seme is not impressed but then he realise he could "use" the uke, so he makes him suck him off a few times, calls him and want him to show up with no regard for the uke life. As time goes on the timid uke want to stop this "relationship" so he has a glasses wearing friend pretend to be his boyfriend (actually I don't think he lets the friend know but he tells the seme he has a boyfriend) and of course the seme realise his feelings.

Please? Anyone recognise it? I might have found it randomly or in a recommendation for uke confessions or unrequited love or from mangas from semes point of view or mean semes etc 😢

I thought it was "Kodoku Na Taka Wa Hitokoishikute" but it seems not.