Ok I've been trying to find this manga chapter/oneshot. I dont remember exactly if its a part of a manga volume or just a oneshot. This is relatively new as far as I can tell from the artstyle but unfortunately I forgot whose the mangaka

It only have an Uke and his masturbation habits. He orders sex toys online but he seem really shy and secretive about it to the point of paranoia. I only remember him getting paranoid over delivery guys finding out he order sex toys online, or his neighbors finding out about it. The one that really ingrained in my mind was this massive dildo he ordered. I was laughing my ass off (pun unintended) about it since he seem really scared to try it out (Or I just have terrible memory and I cant remember exactly if its big or not) and seem traumatized to do it again

I want to reread it for quick laughs but I cant remember it for days
Its been months or maybe a year since I read it

So thanks for the help in advanced!

Maybe Okusan no Mousouteki Nichijou?

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Maybe Okusan no Mousouteki Nichijou?

They have the same premise however the Uke doesn't have any crush. He's the only character that is shown in the chapter/oneshot and the neighbors, even the delivery men, are almost nonexistent. It's just in his imagination due to fear and paranoia of his sexual habits. The uke have lighter hair color and shorter hair.

Also, Its funny how they look identical in plot that I always get Takatsuki Noboru's work. I don't know if I'm having Mandela Effect that makes me think that there is indeed a different one or there's none at all and I'm just imagining that it existed.

Gah, anyways.. I still haven't found it as of yet. Thanks for the reply nonetheless!