I'm searching for a manga where main Uke has...[um...I don't want to say this word] That with other man,not like whoring himself out I mean like Sen from Under Grand Hotel where he had "that" with other men despite loving "`Swordfish"...or Haito Diamond from same author where both seme and uke[with reversable roles] have physical contact with other men...it could be rape yoo like in "you're my love prize in viewfinder" where Uke actually was raped and had contact with raper 2 times[wasn't saved on last minute]...it can also be manga where Uke has physical contact with other men while not going out with love intereset...I hope I expleined good but if you couldn't understand I can do it more specifically

P.s here is my My Manga List so you can see what I have read ^^

you can try Venus ni Seppun

I don't think that this is what i've been looking for but at least it's something...thanks ^^