Hi I'm looking for a yaoi manga about best friends in high school, the uke is in love with his best friend but doesn't think he'll ever love him back and so tries to distance himself from his friend, and while thinking of the girls his best friend will eventually start dating he puts on girls underwear to make himself feel closer to him or something I don't really remember the exact reason. Anyway at some point he got a fever while overthinking and worrying and his best friend came to check on him and ended up seeing his underwear and also giving him a suppository through sex lol. Any way if anyone knows the title please let me know!

Update*** I found it it's called Yasashii Pantsu no Nugasekata