Sorry to ask something again, but I was wondering if anyone happens to remember this book? It had an uke that got traumatized (maybe rendered impotent?? Can't remember exactly) by the first time he had sex with a girl and she ended up getting her period in the middle of it, so I think he becomes hemophobic (aka can't stand the sight of blood) or doesn't want to have sex anymore or both? His seme is this guy he knew from childhood who's older than him and runs a cafe or some sort of restaurant that I think is owned by the uke's family (may be wrong about this, but he does run or work in some kind of restaurant) and he takes care of the uke by making him meals, but he's actually a sadist (or maybe just somewhat of a sadist) who wants to get with the uke. In this story, the uke is still in school and of course the seme is older.

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