I've read this yaoi manga a while ago and I can't find it for the life of me T-T

I believe the two were childhood friends and something happened in the past where the seme felt betrayed or abandoned by the uke. I think it was that there was an accident and the seme got hurt and he thought the uke left him there and it was snowing. when the two meet up again in the future the seme is still angry and hates the uke, and they enter an agreement (...or it might be blackmail) where the uke ends up having to do it with the seme (lol of course)

I think there was some underground fighting or something like that and the uke was fighting in for the seme...he was really good at a martial art. In the end he was supposed to fight someone but i think he either was sick or injured and the seme called it off. But the uke went anyway.

In the end they end up back on the snowy mountain or hilltop or whatever and the truth of what really happened that day is revealed.

I'm sorry if this isn't really helpful D: I can't seem to pull the facts all together, but if even from this cruddy description someone could figure it out and let me know I will be so grateful!! it's literally driving me mad! @_@

Maybe Kishidou Kurabu? It fits description pretty well 🙂

Ah!!! Thank you so so much!!! You've just saved my sanity! 😀