Looking for a yaoi I read a while back. I posted this a few months ago too but never got any reply so this is merely a re-post. This was what I had in my old post:

I believe the story takes place mostly at a hot spring (onsen) but both the characters are in high school. The seme and uke are best friends but having already asked the uke out the seme is waiting for an answer. When he doesn't get one he nonchalantly invites the uke to a go with him to the onsen. After they arrive, the seme atacks the uke and ties him to a support beam (or something to that extent). He then rapes him (using toys too) and tortures(?) him to try to get an answer as to whether or not his love is mutual. Realizing how much he's hurt him, the uke confesses and it's a happy ending.

I'm sorry if I messed up parts of the story or something but thanks in advance to anyone who replies to this!

hmmmm I don't remember reading anything like that.....uhhh what do they look like? hair color perhaps? good artwork? what year?

also "Realizing how much he's hurt him, the uke confesses and it's a happy ending."

what? lol, what? So seme tortures and rapes uke and uke likes it and confess? That's bdsm.

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hmmmm I don't remember reading anything like that.....uhhh what do they look like? hair color perhaps? good artwork? what year?

also "Realizing how much he's hurt him, the uke confesses and it's a happy ending."

what? lol, what? So seme tortures and rapes uke and uke likes it and confess? That's bdsm.

I think the seme had medium length hair that didn't quite reach his shoulders, probably a light color like blonde or light brown if I trust my memory. And he was probably well respected at school or something. The uke had darker hair, I think, and it was shorter like a common anime guys' black hair. Neither was spiky. I personally liked the artwork but it wasn't as detailed or advanced (?) as I'd say Naono Bohra-sensei or Yamane Ayano-sensei's art is. And as for "Realizing how much he's hurt him, the uke confesses and it's a happy ending." I meant that the uke realized how much he (the uke) had hurt his friend (the seme) by not replying to his confession. He (the uke) then proceeds to forgive him (the seme) for the rape and tell him that he's loved him all along but he (the uke) just wasn't sure about his (the uke's) feelings and was disgruntled (?) by the fact that his friend was a guy. Sorry about the confusion.