i cant remember if its a one shot or not but it is a shoujo romance. Its about a girl who falls in love with a boy who has a little brother and the guys mother is dead. the girl later finds out shes the reason the mother is dead because as a child the mother saved her from a car accident dying instead.which caused the boyfriend to disown here until his dad showed him letters she sent every month i think the manga also takes place around chrismats

I read this one! I remember... just can't remember the title or the scanlation group.. Urg... Wait, let me double check. It's probably a one shot... Nope couldn't find it. >_< Sorry!

ya its killing me because i remember so much about it i just cant figure out the name