So I read this fantastic yaoi a super long time ago it was actually one the first I ever read and all can remember is that in one of the chapters they go to a ski lodge and the seme tricks the uke into that he cheated by going in disguise and seducing him. There was some really awesome shower sex.The uke starts crying later and the seme tells him that it was him, i remember he usd a cream to change his skin color and i also remember the uke looking really young(but how many don't look that way I know). This might not help but I remember the mangaka drew a lot of flowers on every chapter cover which we're so beautiful. Please help me Ive been searching not for hours but days and I suck at it (obviously)

Me wo Tojite Oide yo?

Holy shit thank u so much u don't know how long I've been looking for this!!!

It's that one, then? Great! I only remember little details about it, so I wasn't sure about it.