I found an email that an old girlfriend wrote to me a couple of years ago. She said she had taken some of her favorite quotes from a couple of different anime and manga series and put them together in one text. Now i really want to find the sources. I know its kind of a long shot but any help is appreciated
Here is the text:
You will never understand the feeling of true despair that rips through your very soul. I should never have cared, but i did care, i cared alot and i still care. I was supposed to be everyones salvation. All my life i devouted my self to that very cause. I did it for everyone and offered my everything. I was supposed to be the light but in the end it was a lonely path wich noone but me could walk. And being alone is no different than being swept around in darkness. I was lost, alone and i cried. But my lonely tears where always ignored. Tears is what your heart speaks when your lips cannot describe how much it hurts, and i realise now that my tears where a call for help but no one ever answered. Untill he came. It was your words that gave me courage. It became my light that would guide me towards the right path again. You saved me from the darkness and your smile gave resolve to my heart. I was able to walk my path again with joy. He was my strenght, but was deemed my weakness and only because of that he was taken from me and once again i was thrown away in darkness.
I kept wishing for a happy ending, but the truth is there is no happy endings, the endings are the sadest part. Thats why your should be glad for a happy middle and a very happy start.No mater what the past can never be undone. Something that is truly lost can never be obtained again. But moving on doesnt mean to foget about things, it just means to accept what happened and continue living. And there is no reason to change the past because only due to it we are those who we are. You need to wake up and realise that a person who is filled with nothing but happiness, the isnt such a person in the world. All my life ive bourne my own sorrow. Thats why im a live on kind of girl. So thats why no matter where life takes me, you will always find me with a smile. At first you hurt me but then you protected me. I started to grow feelings for you, why cant you understand my feelings. You detested me but have no idea how closely i wrapped myself around your heart. You lived on in a different world but my feelings never disappeared, and they never will.
So far i think i have identified some fairy tail, but the rest is still mystery. Thanks for any help
